My day started just outside Oakland (running hill intervals on a treadmill), wound through Simi Valley for lunch with my parents along with an afternoon swim, swung briefly through Sherman Oaks and concluded in Palos Verdes, for a wedding.
Yeah, I'm a little tired.
Fitting in training on days like today is a real pain in the ass. I enjoy the sense of accomplishment and satisfaction that comes with forcefully finding time to do something for myself. However, it can come at a cost, mainly fatigue that reveals itself at inopportune moments at the end of the day. Such as at a wedding with all your friends. While they're ramping up, I'm winding down -- like a toy solider running out of momentum.
It's moments like that where I admire professional athletes even more. How do they find the balance to enjoy their lives while also putting in the necessary time and expending the energy EVERY DAY to be the very best at what they do? I "only" worked out 1.5 hours today, yet it was a significant feat to do so. And it affected the flow of my entire day.
How do those of you who read this blog do it? How do you feel when you do it? After you do it? Or if you aren't able to do it?
There are moments like right now, around 11 p.m. on a Friday night after an evening out with my lady, where I wonder if this whole Ironman journey is entirely healthy. It forces me to compromise my social life, occasionally my work schedule and it can drastically affect my wallet.
What's the ROI here?
I know I'll be 100% fired up to train tomorrow. But right now, at the end of a long day of planes, cabs, cars and toasts, I'm just a pile of exhaustion and confusion.
Why do I do this to myself?
229 days and counting.