Last night I had internet problems. The site seemed to be down. The night before, I had a late massage from David at LA Body Mechanics that ended around 10:40 p.m. (more on that later). I was tired, beat up, and needed some rest.
I actually wrote this blog last night in Microsoft Word so I could potentially double-post tomorrow (today by the time you read this).
The past few days have been eye-opening for me. More so from a mental aspect than anything else. Previously, I had written about my fatigue after an emotionally draining week. That fatigue led me to miss a couple workouts. Which caused me to start worrying – OK panicking – that I wouldn’t be at my peak heading into this weekend’s race.
For those of you who read my blog post about my night with the Lakers, I certainly don’t expect you to feel sorry for me.
Nonetheless, times like these call for a good coach. Someone to reel you in when you start to drift – OK beeline – for an anxiety attack or confidence crisis.
Enter Coach Gerardo. Over the past few days, he’s essentially grabbed me by the arms and shaken me, metaphorically telling me to “chill out” and remember why I love the sport of triathlon. David, during his massage, pointed this out to me too. I had gotten too locked into “the numbers” of the sport. We all know them well. Heart-rate zones and duration of workout especially.
I honestly can’t remember the last time I swam, ran or biked simply for the pure joy of it. It’s always with an end-goal in mind. A workout to check off the list. A time to beat. Someone to beat.
Gerardo has really reset me and got me ready for this Sunday. He gave David tips on the best massage for me, and reminded me why I was doing all this (because I CAN!). Yesterday, he (and Richard) ran with me the entire set during our Griffith Park brick to show me I could run a lot faster than I think – maintaining a seven-minute mile pace for two miles while not totally blowing up in the process. Today, Gerardo pushed me in the water farther and harder than I wanted to go, ignoring my whining to coax a personal best 1:26 100-yard swim out of me. And, after that, he sent me an email congratulating me on a nice bike time trial yesterday, smooth cadence at 92 rpm and staying in heart-rate zone 3.
That’s the mark of a good coach. He took me from the brink of dejection and collapse to feeling like I’m truly ready to rock this Sunday. My energy is high, my confidence is back, and most important…I’m excited to race again.
147 days and counting.